Namashai Wellness
TestimonyDearest sweetest Shaina,I don't even know where to begin. I am still so moved by our session, the tears are non stop flowing even as I write. What you held for me was something I've never experienced before, and I feel like words will never fully capture it, but I want to try.From the very first sounds of the drums, rattles, leaves, gongs, crystal bowls, and your light language, it felt as though you were weaving a living temple around me. The sound felt surreal. The space you created was so much more than a breathwork session. It was ceremony. It was rebirth. It's what I've needed for such a long long time.On the empty holds, visions opened up, I'm not a visual person unless aided but what I saw rocked my world. I saw thick black goo, alive, wrapping itself around me like the tentacles of an octopus or unforgiving ivy vines. They clung to my limbs, and felt symbolic of the dark forces and trauma that have tried to silence me for so long. Each time you struck your drum, I felt those tentacles recoil and loosen. It was as if the sound itself was cutting cords, breaking spells, dismantling what has bound me.And then came the thawing. For years, my wombspace has felt like an ice box, literally frozen, unreachable, numb. I felt ripples, tremours, and warmth rippling through it, as though life-force was finally returning to a part of me I thought I had lost. I can't describe how moving that was, I felt touched at the deepest level.On the holds on full squeezing my brain I saw Nefertiti, her presence appeared so vividly, clear as day on the back of my eyelids, as if ancient wisdom had come forward to meet me in my healing. Either that or it was your guide. I felt the rise of feminine sovereignty, of power and beauty long buried. It was as though something within me was being witnessed and remembered.Shaina, darling, what you hold is extraordinary. Other worldly. The way you layer sound, breath, and presence is unlike anything I have ever experienced. You carried me into a place beyond words, and in doing so, you gave me back something I didn't know I was still missing.I am so grateful to you, so touched, and forever changed by this release. Thank you for being who you are, for bringing all of your gifts forward into this world and for meeting me in this way today. You are truly on a whole other level.